I am feeling very mixed. There's so many things... I don't know what to say, or where to start. There are so many tenuous, new connections flying about. A smile, a laugh, an understanding nod. I want to hold onto these things. I want them to become friendships. I need this camaraderie; it fills gaps that were there before. I don't like being alone.
It seems I go around wanting things most of the time. Right now, I want the weather to change, and a long hug. I also want to make it through tomorrow. There are a few other things, but I cannot articulate them, even to myself.
Meanwhile, the scarf I knit grows in inches, giving movement for my worried fingers.
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